2020 is not an easy year. Life changes from the way it used to be. You have no chances to prepare for it, no back-up plan, no emergency kit. It is like you have been thrown on to the war before any trains on how to use a gun and a bulletproof vest. Most of …
deep into the night when it’s all pitch black and so quiet. too quiet till I can hear my mind, screaming out loud, keeping me awake. nothing can calm me down unless I throw it up into the words -f.k
“Passion is overrated. Work is not always about to do what you love. You have to do whatever you choose as your job, some tasks you like, some don’t, but eventually have to finish it all, you will feel bored, weary, tired, and want to stop, but that’s life! You have to do it all …
2019 was really something. This year, I feel tons of feelings, and not everything was a pleasant experience. The laugh, cry, happiness, sadness, tired, and boredom fill my year. I tried my best to adapt and fit in a new place, with new people, a group of people who already know each other really well, …
When you keep looking forward, waiting for things happen, you feel like time walks together on your side. You never realize that once you look back, things seem completely different with what it used to be. Then you look forward again, this time you know that times never walk beside you, it always running in …
I read several times, a question about fear, “what is your biggest fear?” That time, I cannot really answer it. I keep thinking, what I fear the most? Randomly, I got the answer just this past week. I have a situation that made me cannot sleep well, I anxious about tomorrow just before I sleep. …
***disclaimer*** I wrote this one back in 2016, yesterday I read it again and I just push the publish button. so, this is not my current feeling or condition, also this is kinda story I wrote, semacam cerpen ala ala gitu deh. Please enjoy it 😊 She is sitting in the train, went back home. It’s …
Living on your own definitely a hard thing to do. You will change drastically into someone different than who you used to be. You will realize what’s important and what’s not. You shaped in this stage of your life. Well, at least me. As a teen, when I read or watch something that stated, that …
New year is coming really soon. I am feel so overwhelming for everything that happen in this year. All the goods, new experiences, new faces, and the changes. I couldn’t thank God enough for all the things that happened. Not everything was good, but there was something good in everything that I’ve experiences this year. …
Yesterday, I started my day with something different. As people around me know, I currently in love with podcast –well, I admit now podcast just come right after book for my favorite media to learn. It all started since I listen to “Thirty Days of Lunch” from Fellexandro Ruby and Ario Pratomo. I thank my friend …